Never First

I’ve never really been the best at something. I’ll always come in second place, but I’ve found that someone is always better than me in some way. And that’s incredibly frustrating. I envy those that are the best at what they do. I want to be recognized at the top for something. I want the glory of having my name and presence on a leaderboard. I just want to be the best at something.

I’ve been working so hard at everything I do. I try my absolute best. And I have gotten great at many things. It doesn’t matter though. Someone always shows up and beats me. I’ve been playing Mario Kart online and I win first place, but I want first place overall. I want to be ranked the highest. I know this is probably because I’m a perfectionist, but it doesn’t matter. Being first place is the best feeling ever.

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